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13
Apr 2010

About hands - 1

Yesterday I resumed my flamenco dance practice.  It's been a few years without, that started with a broken toe, and extended into a prolonged time off.  I started studying flamenco in '98, with Inés Arrubla, the first dancer to offer flamenco classes in the Pioneer Valley in Western Massachusetts.  I jumped at the opportunity as soon as she opened the door of her studio.  I guess my passion for flamenco comes first from the guitar sounds.  And since I figured I can never learn to play a decent flamenco on the guitar, I can at least try to express it with my body.  It has been a wonderful journey.  It took some years, not months, without exaggeration, just to get to a point where my body started accepting the flamenco form: head raised high up above the shoulders; shoulders down, chest up and forward, like a bull's horns, elbows having a life of their own, almost always away from the body, feet that work as a percussion, and so on... The hands, in all their myriad of expressions, are by far the most difficult to master.  I am still working on it...   

So, I want to talk about hands... 
 
Hands say so much.  And hands never lie.  You can change your face, stretch it fold-less, you can tuck in your belly, your can wear a wig, or a glass eye, you can reduce the size of your toes (no kidding!), but you can't do much with your hands.  See Zed Nelson's Love Me Nr.16 for a proof.  And how ironic that the subtitle says "Age undisclosed" while in fact, Sally's hands tell her age, loud and clear.  I watch my own hands change with age.  And I know they are telling the truth. 
 
In flamenco, the hand becomes like a flower.  It opens and closes, it breathes along with the dance.  You can do an entire dance with your hand alone, without ever getting up from a chair.  One of the most beautiful things about flamenco is that you don't have to be 16, or even 35 to look great when you dance.  In fact, I believe, the flamenco dancer becomes ever more noble, and more expressive with age.  It's the scarsity of movement, its carefully chosen expressions that become loaded with emotion and meaning.  Because you, the onlooker, are hungry for it.  And because you know that the dancer has a lot to say.  She has lived a life.  
 
Like my mother.  No, she doesn't dance flamenco.  For her, dancing flamenco would be an unimaginable luxury.  She has lived all her life, humbly and simply, finding fulfillment in serving others.  She has suffered like no other in her life.  But always, always found joy in the little things around her.  And she has been contagious with that skill.  
 
So, here are my mother's hands.  The hands that cradled me when I was small.  The hands that would cradle me still.  If I asked...     
Mammas_rokas
The hands that cradled me.  2009.  Rīga, Latvia

Filed under  //   Ines Arrubla   Pioneer Valley   Zed Nelson   daily series   family   flamenco   photography  
06
Apr 2010

Every day, between yesterday and tomorrow - 2

I took this photograph peering through one of the tunnel-like openings formed by the massive stone walls in the base of "The Liberty statue of India", a 133 feet (40.5 m) tall stone sculpture of the Tamil saint and poet Tiruvalluvar, author of the Thirukkural. (Thirukkural, a classic of couplets, or aphorisms, is considered to be the first work to focus on ethics in Dravidian Literature). The sculpture was completed in 2000 and is located atop a small island near the town of Kanyakumari, which lies on the southernmost tip of the The Indian Peninsula, where three bodies of water, the Bay of Bengal, the Indian Ocean, and the Arabian Sea meet.

On my trip through Tamil Nadu in Southeast India in February I met and talked to several people whose lives are intrinsically tied to the ocean, and who told me their personal accounts of the terrible morning in December of 2004, the day of the most infamous tsunami. One was a young fisherman who by night sells beautiful sea shells on Chennai beach. He and his friend were preparing to go out to the sea in their small wooden boat that morning. They were spared, but the mother of his friend was killed by the wave. Another one, an old man, was doing his usual chores at the Gandhi Memorial in Kanyakumari, preparing the museum for the opening, when the tsunami hit. Everything inside the museum was destroyed, he told me, all the photographs were washed away, windows shattered, but he, save for the vision in one of his eyes, was spared. The wave was so enormous, he told me, that it touched the shoulder of Tiruvalluvar's statue. I looked back at the statue from where he and I were standing. It was dwarfing the tiny figures of people gathered at its feet. And I would have thought that this man is a reincarnation of baron Munchausen. Except that I was full well aware of the extensive damage that this tsunami had produced in the region, and seen areas still desolate of life, 6 years after. So I stood there, stretching my imagination around this new information like some Glad Cling Plastic Wrap over an elephant, and feeling increasingly queazy.

I look at this photograph, and the calmness and peace of the three oceans are astonishing if not reassuring, in the perspective of things. As if it was tamed and composed by the dark square of the dense stone frame, and smoothed out from above by the silver light. A finishing touch - a tiny boat in the distance - was added by a pedantic producer last minute. And voila, we've got ourselves a very agreeable picture. As if there never was a wave that touched the poet's shoulder...

Three_oceans

Filed under  //   Gandhi Memorial   India   Kanyakumari   Tiruvalluvar   daily series   photography   travel  
05
Apr 2010

Every day, between yesterday and tomorrow - 1

Today marks for me an involuntary first anniversary: on this day last year a doctor told me I had Grave's disease, an autoimmune condition that tricks your body into telling your thyroid it has to work harder.  Much harder.  I had never heard of Grave's before.  Needless to say, the name itself wasn't very conducive to inspire optimism.  What's in a name, anyway?  In this case, not exactly a projection of the outcome, specifically speaking, but the name of a hard-working innocent Irish guy who discovered the disease in his patients almost 200 years ago.  I was told that although not curable, its symptoms can be kept in check by way of surgery, radiation or medication.  I chose the latter, not so much because I chickened out fearing the invasiveness of the first two methods, but rather because as always I was optimistic and thought that something cosmic would click in me, and I would get fixed up the easy way.  (I'd had to fight for my life before, although never the easy way, and found that the human body is much stronger and more able to self-heal - given the right conditions and attitude - than I thought it to be.)  One year later, things are looking up, but I am still waiting for that cosmic click to materialize.  The truth is, the cosmos will only cooperate self-indulgently, in a sporadic non-pattern.  So when I wake up in the morning I still never quite know which stripe I'm going to get assigned today! 


All this rambling brings me to what I really wanted to say.  I'm humbled by the way this turn of events has made me downgrade myself, reluctantly, from a seemingly omnipotent humanoid to a mere mortal, ;-) and turn my gaze more towards what really matters: the people I love, the small things in life that make me tick, the big things that bombard my mind out of its comfort zone and that inspire me, and currently - trying to tune in with the FLOW, as the brilliant Michaly Csikszentmihalyi calls the state of optimal human experience. 
  
Today I am starting a new set of daily photographs.  These will be quiet and sometimes abstract meditations on slower moments in life.
   
Weighing_on_georgia

Weighing on Georgia.  Vanishing Point series.  2009

Filed under  //   Grave's disease   Mihaly Csikszentmihayi   daily series   flow   photography  
04
Apr 2010

Conversations in achromatic tones - 5

Today I am going to cheat.  And why not?  It's been a wonderfully sunny day, and I feel that everything's permitted! ;-) 

So, my today's post is not that achromatic after all.. Not only it has color in it, but I decided to call the photograph what it seems: The Blues.  

It was in 2004 when it was clear that Amherst Cinema theater was going to undergo a major renovation that our office, Kuhn Riddle Architects (where I was working at the time) who were soon to take on the job of the renovations and expansion visited the dilapidated and indeed sad looking building.  I came across this 'scene' in the lobby.  Charley Chaplin just seemed so present - and lost - pondering the mundane intricacies of installing the Instant Shelter...  The shelter took some years to complete.  But now it is home to many wonderful events, projects and a place you can always rely on to show the best that independent cinematography has to offer.  I think, Charley Chaplin would look happier now, in his new not-so-instant shelter, the Amherst Cinema Center.  

The_blues

The Blues.  Amherst, Massachusetts.  2004

02
Apr 2010

Conversations in achromatic tones - 4

There's not much I can say that this picture is not already saying.  I will just quote one of my favorite passages from Alain de Botton's 'Architecture of Happiness': 
'We owe it to the fields that our houses will not be the inferiors of the virgin land they have replaced.  We owe it to the worms and the trees that the buildings we cover them with will stand as promises of the highest and most intelligent kinds of happiness.' 

Crosses
Crosses.  Streetscapes Series 
Isla Mujeres, Mexico.  April 2008 

31
Mar 2010

Conversations in achromatic tones - 2

December 30th 2006.  I was (still) on my honeymoon.  

I snapped this photograph (a part of my 'People' series) as I was getting off a vaporetto, a venetian water taxi.  To be completely honest, I don't know if the things that capture my imagination now when I look at this picture, are the same that made me stop and take it back then.   But there it was, a magic moment that lasted but a split second, as I caught a glimpse of a reflection of Venice, and two faces in focus, one looking (perhaps) at me, the other one - in profile - away.  Looking at them now, some years later, I see that they both have something in common: they both look ingrained in this ancient city.  There's something immediate and intense about each of them, while the reflected image of the city is more like a projection of someone's fragmented distant dream of this mysterious beauty, La Serenissima, the city of Venice.          

Venice
Venice and Venetians, from the 'People' series.  2006

Filed under  //   'People' series   Italy   Venice   black and white   daily series   photography  
30
Mar 2010

Conversations in achromatic tones - 1

The day has been as gray as it can get today.  The world around seems to have bled out all its colors, and the light permitted to enter it rationed out, like food or cigarettes.  Perhaps it's only befitting then to start my daily photo series with a black and white photograph, bereft of all color.  

I took this photograph in Siena, Italy in December of 2006, during our honeymoon with Agus.  There seems to be a quiet conversation taking place, a kind of a plea being transmitted in toned-down, subtle ways... 

So, I'll call my first week's series just that: Conversations in achromatic tones.   

Perhaps it will do, to solicit the sky for some color, or you for a smile? 

Plea

A Plea. From the 'Streetscapes' series.

Filed under  //   'Streetscapes' series   Agus   Italy   Siena   black and white   daily series   photography